He likes her enough to lie to me constantly.
Enough to hurt me.
Enough to leave me.
I know the answers to my questions…
…but all I want is for him to admit it.
He never did.
He never said sorry for that.
His feelings must be so strong for her that he can do anything just make her feel special.
Even if that includes hurting me.
That must be love.
That’s how I realized that I have to let go.
He loves her.
I can’t do anything about it. I have to accept that somebody owns his heart. I am ready to accept it now.
It is hard.
But I have to.